Lately this huge decision has been looming over my head. I do not, DO NOT, like making even the smallest of decisions. I don't even like choosing between which pen to use, so this decision has been driving me insane. I've only been thinking about it for a month now and I haven't made any progress at all. I might even have back pedaled.
The problem is this decision will change my entire life completely. I'm only 16, I don't know what I need! I don't even know what I'm eating for dinner tonight.
To give you the full understanding of how indecisive I am picture me in the kitchen, I'm rifling through the fridge and I find two things I think I want to eat. I know I shouldn't eat both... So instead of deciding which to eat, I just won't eat. Problem solved. Anything to not have to decide. If my mom buys 2 kinds of bagels and I don't know which type to eat I'll resort to crying because I just CANNOT decide. That, amplified by 200, is how sad and stressful my life has been lately.
I should change my name to Alaysha the Indecisive. (4)
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(4) - epithet
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HA. Your imagery of yourself trying so hard to decide and choosing nothing when it's food has literally never occurred to me and made laugh.
ReplyDeleteI hope - as I'm reading this almost three weeks later - that you've come to some sort of resolution so at least part of this pressure is off of you.